Just Sleep

honestly today has been one of the most stressful days i've had in a while
I'm so ready for it to be over with
when i'm sleeping at least my goddamn anxiety finally goes away. it's the only time i dont experience it

in my dreams im assertive and i stick up for myself.
i had a dream i actually told him off
but they're just dreams
the fact is i'll never be anything but sensitive and submissive and obsessed with what others think of me

goodnight